I'm a very complicated person. The very moment you begin to think you know me, prepare to get smacked with the ugly truth: you'll never figure me out.
So I just felt like saying for the first time in a long time I’m feeling a lot more confident in myself. A lot stronger even though life is constantly throwing shit in my fucking face. I feel like I have the strength finally to get up and make a fucking stand. The best part is I don’t even have to do it alone. I never have to do anything alone. I always have my baby right by my side. It’s ridiculous. However we ended up together is beyond me but we’re both so fucking lucky to have each other. Almost two years we’ve been together and I feel so certain that we have a fuck load more to spend happily together. I feel alive again. I have my girl<3 I have my music that I’m working on again. I have new inspiration from old places. I feel like me again for the first time in a good few years. I’m always trying to be so many things because deep down I feel like a million different people trapped in one body with so many contradicting ideas and emotions and interests. It’s made it difficult for me to understand who I am.. especially the last few years. But finally it feels like I’m getting back into routine. Like I’m Morgan fucking Germani again. Back and better than ever. It feels fucking good. Fucking. Good. I’m not about to let this pass either. Hey baby, thanks. Thanks for fucking EVERYTHING you’ve done for me. We’ve both gone through so much stupid shit because of each other. But we both know that it’s soon to be all behind us. Our future is looking brighter every day. Don’t fret, my love. You got me.<3 And you’re fucking stuck with me! Bitch. :3 I love you<3 Life still sucks overall. But I just feel better. So fucking take that life, you fuck. I’m off to sleep now. Tomorrow I’ll be working on some new music! Excited! And I get to see my baby this Saturday with my sister! Let the good times fucking roll.